So I finally started to paint some of the wood projects I have again. I should have enough for this week ha ha ha and I have 10 dollars off to the store SWEET!!! I know. I think I will go there on monday to see their 4th of july things. There isn't many things at my house for hollidays but there will be! Now I just need to try painting on a canvas there is a painting tv show its on about 4 in the morning on sundays maybe I will tevo that. It's a fun hobby. I finally found one that I enjoy doing for more then a week or month I've done so many probably 60 last year. But this one I can do by myself or with others and it doesn't change. I do scrapbooking kinda in 4 months I've got 1 1/2 pages done I'm on a roll.
The reason I don't go to my gym really anymore and I think a lot of you don't go to yours. At mine you have a row of elipticals then infront of that are the treadmills. If you go anytime in the morning there are all the really little (in shape) housewives, the EMT's, and the Firemen. There is no way I can compete with that. Everyone always says its not a competition blah blah blah. You all know if someone is next to you on a machine you look to see what they are doing and if your doing better then they are and their more in shape you are like "hellz ya" and if your not you try to. Oh, back to why I never go is all the elipticals are always taken by all the in shape people so if I don't want to sit and do the weird bike thing that no one does cause its like broken my other choice is weights. I like cardio better so I could get on the treadmill with all these in shape people behind me then you have me on the treadmill doing my "jiggle, jiggle, jiggle, ya". So I don't go.
At work today this lady is like the most needy person ever. Every simple task she needs help I mean I cooked her hot dogs because she couldn't "see" the buttons on the microwave. So she has had me do like 10 thigs for her and I have to do my job on top of that. Not hard casue it was a slow night but still. It was annoying cause she got so many phone calls and she never answered half so they all bounced back to me so that turned her 30 calls into 60. Anyways when I started the microwave for her she asked if I could do her a favor I said sure. She hands me a bag of food and says eat this. I kept saying oh no thats ok, no thank you, no but thank you. She didn't accept any of these and made me take the food then gave me a hug. I don't like when customers touch me there stangers. I don't know where they have been or touched its kinda gross, even wrose when they smell. When I got back up front I looked in the bag there was raisin bran (which I do like), unripe banana's, over-ripe banana's and browning salad lettus. So no one would want this besides the raisin bran.
Seriously, stop comparing yourself to all the other people at the gym! The main thing is that you are there for you, and honestly, you aren't in that bad of shape.
ReplyDeleteYou should start going for walks or other things like that where you might not feel so self conscious.
Lol, come join my gym! You can do cardio in the theater, and it is dark so you can't see the other people anyway. :p